I started writing for my very first post without deciding what to write.
I just want to make a confession and my wish in the very first post. I feel every one in the world is unique. Yeah, me too. Why should we try to change ourselves if people start liking me for what I am.I always grasp things slowly and I am not perfect.I may be stupid some times to some people. That is who I am.No one in the world is perfect at everything. It doesn’t mean that I should not change. But we should not regret for being changed in the future.
People around me started looking down for what I am.I didn’t want anyone to look down on me.I wanted to impress the people who looked down on me.Then I started becoming another person.I don’t know whether I appeared better to them or not. But I found that I didn’t look better to myself
After some months, I realized that I was not myself in the past few months. I regret for the days I was not true to my friends and family. I will never know who I am and what I really want. Finally I made a decision.
I wont want to be someone else even the future brings all I desire.
I am happy with the way I am even I make flaws in everything.
Being myself forever is forever wish.
I’m not playing a role. I’m being myself, whatever the hell that is.